Ever see so many stars and its not night yet I let EVVVVVeryone see under my eyelids and I live and thats it- I live and IIIIIIIIIIIII doooooooon't diiiieee- cuz that's what happens when you don't try DOOOOOOOON'T CALL ON ME noOOoOow_ I don't love anyone, I don't I don't LOOOOOOOOOOOOVEEEEE ANyyyOOOOnnneeeeee I don't love anYYYYYYYYYYYY one I DON'T LOVE ANYYYYYYYYYY Ooone

James Skarren: What are you, fkn, working, to make a better life for yourself? To get some fkn, cashEESH, well you know what, you know what? happy fknnnn birthdaaaayyy- Hot honey in a cup of warm tea the pulp of lime swims to the top for me it’s very personal, it’s very personal 
 I leave the house unmerciful to anyone else’s eyes on the side of my  hoodie top on the side of my hoodie top Eyes roll down the back of my neck like hot dice, like hot dice, ah snake eyes stick to my skin like a bad vice like a bad vice, ah so I go outside, yea, we go Out to hide when I come out to you, the world is new the sky is a totally different kinda blue no “ifs” inside of you I can breathe in the air that surrounds me catch the leaves and fall down, see the grass hunts Me for bounty, I give myself proudly, and these trees mean somethin’ different to everyone, ah these trees mean somethin’ different to everyone, ah i’m somethin’ different to everyone she thinks i’m cool, but i’m not that cool but i’m not that fAR- you get the baby spoons for the caviar I get the chills when I see a mallomar, I catch the scene when I get up in your car Cuz everything looks more real through your windshield I don’t wanna close these lips cuz they been sealed don’t needa lift the pretty deers off the road cuz they been killed i’m pretty soft but the bar code they instilled into me is hard to deal with cuz i’m priceless i’m priceless i’m priceless I fight less I- I’m like this- why am I like this, why do I write this way why do I write this way Hot honey in a cup of warm tea the pulp of lime swims to the top for me it’s very personal, it’s very personal 
 I leave the house unmerciful to anyone else’s eyes on the side of my  hoodie top, On the side of my hoodie top

I can't explain the way you play games I can't explain the way YOU play games I can't explain the way you play games It's like, when you saw me you saw pieces falling I can't explain the way you play games It's like, when you saw me you saw pieces falling I can't explain the way you play games I can't explain the way you play games It's like, when you saw me you saw pieces falling I can't explain the way you play games It's like, when you saw me you saw pieces falling And after that I...didn't know what to do, I--- I can't explain the way you play games It's like, when you saw me you saw pieces falling I can't explain the way you play games It's like, when you saw me you saw pieces falling

Trees fallin’ down I hear your name Trees fallin’ down I hear your name Trees fallin’ down I hear your name In the break of the ground break of the ground break of the ground break of the ground Wish I could see me now Wish I could see me now I hear my name I hear my name I’ve fallen in the forest Nobody heard me, you all called it Are you proud Are you proud? I,I will hit you with this silence so LOUD I’m gunna hit you with my silence so loud I’m gunna hit you with my silence so loud I’m GUNNA HIT YOU WITH MY SILENCE SO LOUD Whacha gunna do when I Whacha gunna do when I Whacha gunna do when I die Stand at the box and see you cry Stand at the box and see you cry Stand at the box and see you cry I’m not sad I’m not making a sad mood I’m not making a sad song This is what you gotta think about think about life. where you go when you die where you go when you die stand at the box and see yourself cry stand at the box and see yourself cry I want an open casket, with a mirror So you can see your tears a little bit clearer I want an open casket, with a mirror So you can see your tears a little bit clearer Holdin’ tissues with my prayer hands You can see yourself clearer you can see yourself clearer you can see yourself clearer you can see yourself clearer you can see yourself clearer you can see yourself clearer you can see yourself clearer this ain’t a sad song this ain’t a sad song, I trees are fallin’ down trees are fallin’ down I hear your name I hear your name it’s my name it’s my name it’s my name cuz losing you is losing me all the same, I know I know

grab the belt loops, I jump in my pants that sound makes me dance but not like music, I realize I treat my life like, not like you did..like possible fires Ready to run to it & they look at you crazy, gives me holes in my tires- being a kid-made-out-lier has never been fun- always been l a z y mom&pop arms are heavy, can’t raise their baby drippin’ with save me trippin’ in maybes- head yellin’ “ok! please!” big swears, no one cares, she's cookin’ High— temper? sure but she simmers when bae leaves- pullin’ smoke, pushin’ daisies daily calls me weakly I say "really?" she laughs and says it repeatedly sinking feelings, faucets leaky- survival means you don’t complete me I’ll never have you so i’ll make it so you’ll never need me and while the room is sour hot, I lay sweet and low because, not really though now just wishin' they'd desert me, pLEase hit me with that filo dough lift me from the feelings, go ! take me in layers- here- bra, Stop ! nono— tank top, short sleeve, light sweater turtleneck, vest, long jacket, the rest walls blacken against smoke rising, my chest, they can’t see it, but I see burnt cakes in the oven went, extinguished with white icing- the real covenant, they wish to cover it up nicely, but stay going to waste, you can’t hide the taste, you can’t hide the taste- I circumvent ! Fuck, am I heathen sent- I don’t know ether, but i’m not evil_ they stay firing people, the people fire the place, with places hands on the faces with mouths like "astonished" Os and eyes like “modest” Xs Expecting resurrections in comforting smiles, in spineless inspires in…possible fires, I think -- no death impossible know death, it’s possible !- crazy gettin’ past birth, now that’s the length of your worth that’s the salt of the earth . . . . . my skin’s puffy, it swells knowledge ! now, legible livin’ with pockets, full Apocryphal of posie, posers do I know them, do I know her, do they know me? Ashes. Ashes. Ashes. THEY ALL LONELY We all- follow down to hell- fill up ourselves w/ sanity we heard to count the sheep in the canopy of anarchy we, herd the sheep we, count the anarchy under canopies.., cuz really we feed ourselves IN- vanity happy home-run hitters and mad hatters, the frowny faces fake complacency in brownie batters, i’m spaced out thinkin’ bout the spaces that surround the rain drops become pitter patterns all this info ringin’ my dome like saturn light up my home like lanterns - cuz I want you to have to hold it ! grass is greener cuz you mowed it- brains armed with legless ladders, Solid, Liquid, Gases, and PLASMAS, THEY ALL MATTER THEY ALL MATTER and they fkn, FLATTER ME and they fkn, FLATTER ME and they fkn FLATTEN ME, and they fkn FLATTEN ME, and that's the sound of dead batteries- that's the sound of dead batteries

I cut my own hair for the first time and trust me it kinda sucks but I don't care and I've been M I A cuz i'm tryna spend more time with ME I A cuz I trust that person and its lonely and its hard, but it's workin' and- I can say no whenever I want to, and you can too because no one ever asks so deeply how are you and i'm not WAITING nahhhh, i'm not waiting i'm not i'm not i'm not i'm not waaaaaaitingggg i'm not waaaaaaitingggg

ice crystals cryin’ hard in the rain why you tryna look sad-boi? you’re a fkn lame always wantin’ to be different, but you’re all the fkn same talk about a burnin’ buildin’ but I never seen a flame name all in chalk cuz yah gunna get washed chain outta stock cuz yah money all soft -cuz you been cryin’ on it don’t speak to me don’t step to my stoop, kid it isn’t free walk alone, headphones, yea that’s my city plan never needed shitty people or a pretty man yea yea i’ma go hang out with all my hippy friends, yea hip kids, big hips, in the minivan mini mouth, you better have it out, if you gunna small talk ice cream song, used to run, now they all walk around the mound, no game, no time, no clock if you wanna play ball, i’ll be hangin’ on the block i’ll be bangin’ on the rocks all icey, don’t you come textin’ to me now, all nicely give a fuck about a sweet I like em spicy i’m lost,in the hot sauce, don’t find me unless you wanna drive, don’t jump in my seat &steer clear of these bishes on the high-way smokin’ shit & gettin’ weak like it’s a friday only head you gunna give me is a migraine- yea take advantage of my mind and I’ma hit you with the high-beams can’t afford your drama, i’m pricey nothin’ out there that my peace won’t buy me so peace out, pleased to be out, piece of pie me yeaaaaa- break a watermelon with her thighs, she pomona with a lotta aphrodite, gotta magical persona they all callin’ her hermione they all callin’ her hermione they all callin’ her hermione theyallcallin’her hermione find me

I see everyone in the studio They lookin nice but I don’t hear em though Face first in the dirt like worms I’m lookin out for what’s underneath I’m lookin out with no eyes to see I’m Wiggling wriggling under the surface I’m Always nervous and Wrinkly shirtin On the outside too Just doin what I gotta do So I took my broke ass out and moved It’s so funny When you just make rent Now that you’re with yourself I eat rice & honey And I grab copper coins I find on shelves Penny for MY thoughts ? I never make sense I Don’t say too much I Let the heat come out the vents and Hold it in til I get sick so now I Vitamin and I nesquik and I Drink slow and I talk fast I bet you Didn’t know, I thought you’d never ask And I thought right So my thoughts write Cuz when you peel the stickers off you stay Up at night and you Fight the restlessness and you also Want it, we’re all so Ambivalent, amphibians appearing Straight slippery froggy and mysterious So many people I’m always delirious tryna Make a connection but afraid they’re not hearin this always Hoping I’m genuine but genuinely can’t See everything that’s goin on and I Like that, I just write what I know I don’t Write facts cuz they’re too Permanent marker I don’t like to Put anything in a box it’s Nicer in a jar and it’s really Similar its just On One, you can open the lid and with Jars you really gotta Pour it out even though u can kinda see through it but we could never rly see it Thru each other we could never eat Bread and butter without thinking about Eggs I can’t walk From the train tomorrow without legs Ever just so grateful you wanna Get on the kitchen table just bc you’re able It’s fkn crazy if you did that maybe you Wouldn’t be so mad at Ashley or Whoever you’re so mad at Maybe you’d be better at caring actually Instead of tryna prove you’re caring And how happy you are Bc my Empathy doesn’t make me better And this is my sweater and You can’t have it and I like my coffee Half and half, yea I like it Half coffee half coconut milk and honey I have to have the coffee to go make the money but the green I rly love is What I sprinkle in my omelettes But what I rly RLY love is communication and Hopin' I don’t bomb this but Failin means I’m on it Stuttercups and forgettables are my Edibles of promise and my Better goals are always just Bettering me bettering me Look inside myself the better I see You too That’s what they might not understand So they oversit in front of the tv So they oversee the ovaries within me Cuz I Can’t think about bread and butter without Thinkin about eggsSSS seeee, i'm thinkin' about life I’m thinkin about you I’m thinkin about school, Yea see I went and now I’m payin for it, but I’m givin' my paper now and later cuz it brought my mind closer to this paper and the pen It’s like the friends that have always been there but you didn’t really see them and Now you’re older and you realize they’re the Only thing youre ever gunna miss And if youre not withit then my Ass the only thing you’re ever gunna kiss (don’t make it Sexual I’m Terrible at giving a fuck about that first I’m-) lookin out for what’s underneath Face first in the dirt like worms Face first in the worms like Little kids and magnifying glasses Little sips in satisfying plastics it Sucks because I turn the water off in-between brushing my teeth but I’m still Drinkin Poland springs I like to count the bottles of stuff I can’t See that keep me going But I need to use my mug-canteen thing cuz that bottles of stuff is all of you, plus What I see in the mirror- The only thing clearer than the agua Melt through the plastic now I am the hot lava so don’t touch me, don’t touch me I’m alive but not always erupting Quiet heat I stay in the volcano Dryer sheet, smell my fresh across the table I open the windows Gone with the wind though, Clark gable Vince staples Aesop’s fables, When I grow up I wanna be stable I wanna be able to say I did it when I felt it when I saw it when I heard it when I didn’t want it when I tasted the smell of cookies in the air when I tasted all the times you weren’t there I see I see everyone in the studio They lookin nice but I don’t hear em though They lookin nice but I don’t hear em though and I see dreams in the casket at funerals dreams in the casket at funerals dreams in the casket at funerals cuz the only thing that dies is you not hearing you is you not hearing you is you not hearing you is you not hearing you cuz the only thing that dies is you not hearing you is you not hearing you is you not hearing you is you not hearing you is you not hearing you this life is beyond beautiful if you really open your eyes and not the third one yea that third one— its nice to have it but keep it shut or you won’t be open to mystery and the beauty of not knowing everything but knowing you want to is seeing with the brain, think about all the times you stayed at home because it rained all the times you stayed at home because it rained I see everyone in the studio They lookin nice but I don’t hear em though Face first in the dirt like Face first in the dirt like worms Face first in the dirt like worms Face first in the dirt like worms lookin out for what's underneath

I love you I do I love you I do                    And I love the way you    love the way you       love the way you love the way you hold me                    And I love the way you    love the way you       love the way you make eggs in the  morning I do I love you I do And I can close my eyes and see you   smiling     and I open mine see me   crying       and I love you I do                                _______ And the thing I love the most-----          the thing I love the most is that you can                    find you, you can        find        yourself without me                    but I, love you I do I love you I do ________ And I will I will ________ I love you I do

would you believe me if I told you I have no motives would you believe me if I told you It’s hard to notice who you are when the windshield fogs up I think too much about time and not enough about this, I was trying to see your mind before we kissed, like the nose of your car and the back of my trunk hood you think that I fuck good I felt good when I talked to the woman making my coffee, I poured in too much milk some say that’s the wrong way but I’m offering all I know how I write it all down I drink it all up, I need you like I need this coffee cup and that’s a lot, because it’s hot but it wants nothin’ from me it’s not really bubbly it makes me anxious, but I love it teaches me love and not to touch it with my tongue until it’s room temperature cash myself at the register, put your money where your mouth is, I treat this cup of coffee like my house is to me absolutely free, except on the first of the month but that’s okay take the half of my funds so I have a bed I can say is not quite a bed of roses but maybe a bed of pancakes classic breakfast saturdays and some handshakes, my mom used to pop the sweet potatoes and hamsteaks in the oven I remember the good times through food & fantasizing what we wasn’t I live by the bakers dozen, a just-in-case kinda person, when I go to sit down the tables they’re always turnin’ & I see the surroundings in reflections of spoons it’s not quite how it looks but I guess it’s still you my eyes close and they open, my eyes close and they open, I feel like i’m floating, I feel like i’m floating, I feel like i’m floating would you believe me if I told you I have no motives would you believe me if I told you It’s hard to notice who you are when the windshield fogs up I think too much about time and not enough about this, I was trying to see your mind before we kissed

You don't ask me about my happiness you don't care You don't ask me about my happiness you don't care You don't ask me about my happiness you don't care Cough in my chest I love you less I want you there, like over there- Running for yOOOU? To hell I will Running for yOOOU, To hell I will Running for you Running for you Running for you, To hell I will You don't ask me about my happiness you don't care You don't ask me about my happiness you don't care You don't ask me about my happiness you don't care Cough in my chest I love you less I want you there, like over there- Running for yOOOU? To hell I will Running for you Running for you, To hell I will Running for you Running for you, To hell I will Running for you Running for you, To hell I will You don't ask me about my happiness you don't care

Tom the Piper's Son: "Ohhhhhhh, we'll liiiiiiveee in a castle in Spaaaaainnn, in the side of a hill by Granaaadaaa-" Sporadic, Cinematic, Nomad Find i'm happy with the static, when i'm not so sad Born on a mission, not born in the kitchen (even though the food's the only thing i'm missin') They lie, cuz they have nothin' to say They lie, cuz they have nothin' to say, ah They lie, cuz they have nothin' to say They lie, cuz they have nothin' to say, ah-